November 6–John 21
“Simon Peter said to them, ‘I am going fishing.’ They said to him, ‘We will go with you’ “(21:3).
I am a creature of habit. Given a choice between something new and something familiar, I will usually choose the second. Not always a good thing.
It makes sense to me, therefore, that days (weeks?) after the resurrection, the disciples felt the predictable pull of their former occupation.
Maybe a return to fishing was nothing more than the need to eat. I suspect it was more. Deep emotions at play here. Even with the resurrection event so fresh in their minds, they seemed stalled and uncertain. Not yet knowing the power of Pentecost, they drifted backward.
With great tenderness and fierce strength, the Lord met them at the lake. His purpose was to get them FORWARD into a new chapter of His will. These days, I feel Him challenging me with the same purpose!
“Do you love Me more than these?” Jesus asked Peter. His words recalled Peter’s proud boast on the night of the crucifixion. “Even if others fall away, I never will!” Peter’s true assignment, however, was to care for God’s people, not to compete with them. He used to be a fisherman. Now he was a shepherd! Want to get forward, dear one? Care for God’s flock!
“Follow Me,” said the Savior to Peter that day. Akoloutheo. Literally, “No road”, no independent path. Peter’s old tendency (ours) was safety and self-determination. Want to get forward? Don’t decide your own life! Don’t make your own choices! Live in Christ! In both life and death, seek Christ and walk with Him!
“Does it really matter to you what I do with John?” Said Lord in v. 22. The higher reaches of maturity never allow for comparison with others. The Sovereign Lord has a unique call for each of us. Nothing is gained by searching the lives of others for our meaning or assurance. Christ’s example and approval is enough for us. Want to get forward? Do not compare yourself with others!
In Exodus, the children of Israel were chastised for, “wanting to go back to Egypt.” I wish I didn’t understand this temptation, but I do. In this third “third” of my life (3T), I am often tempted to avoid challenges of a new chapter, to be satisfied with old wine skins. The Lord will not allow it! “Don’t go back and don’t stay back,” says the Spirit. New lessons are waiting. Keep growing. Christ bids us FORWARD!
“But his (Lot’s) wife, from behind him, looked back and became a pillar of salt” (Genesis 19:26).
“But My righteous one shall live by faith; and if he shrinks back, My soul has no pleasure in him”(Hebrews 10:39).