April 6–1 Kings 12-14
“Jeroboam said in his heart. . .’If this people go up to offer sacrifices in the house of the Lord at Jerusalem, then the heart of this people will return to. . .Rehoboam king of Judah; and they will kill me’ “(12:27).
It was a conversation he had with himself. Words he whispered to his own heart. Inner conversations have great power. Even when they are subconscious. Especially when they are subconscious!
Jeroboam was king of Israel, but his heart was anxious. Worry whispered its dark predictions. As Jeroboam listened, he began to make decisions based on F.E.A.R. (false evidence appearing real).
He knew better. Should have. A fugitive from Solomon most of his life, Jeroboam received a promise from God. “I will tear the kingdom out of the hand of Solomon and give you ten tribes”(11:31). Great assurance! When God gives a promise, we must rest securely in it. Trust is the essential center of true faith.
Fear was his downfall. Slowly, the nagging questions eroded Jeroboam’s certainty. What if the people go back to Jerusalem for worship and turn in allegiance to the King of Judah? What if they kill me? Rather than trust God (with obedience as its first evidence) Jeroboam assuaged his fears (tried to) with a foolish decision. He put up golden calves as alternative places of worship.
Golden calves?!! Are you kidding me? This was Jeroboam’s wisdom?!A reprise of Israel’s worst moment? An outrageous act of apostasy! See Exodus 32.
If I am honest, much of my life has been fear-shaped, too. In a desperate attempt to avoid being hurt, I adopted certain strategies and skills. Even when I was unaware, fear drove me.
Not so, our Savior. In Gethsemane, He faced His fears and conquered them in prayer. No panic. Trust. Majestic calm. If you RUN from your fears, they will bite you. If you turn to FACE them, the Lord will give you victory over them.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will take you on a straight line to a good place of His own plan” (Proverbs 3:4-5, free translation).
“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which passes understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6).