June 7–Psalm 70-74
“Even when I am old and gray, O God, do not forsake me, until I declare Your strength to this generation”(71:18).
In January, 2019, Holly and I retired from 45 years in the pastorate. We moved to a new city and a new chapter of life.
Almost immediately, opportunities came to serve as an interim Pastor. A church in Austin. Then, for two years, in our home-church in Plano. Surprises, both! Opportunities to continue to serve.
Retirement, I have discovered, brings a temptation to self-centeredness. The cultural narrative, “Relax! Travel! See your grandkids! You earned this,” has been louder than I expected. The still, small voice of the Spirit, however, has steadily called both Holly and me to continued service. Circumstances of our lives change. The central story does not. “The gifts and calling of God are irrevocable.” With each new assignment we have discovered joy!
In Psalm 71, the Psalmist (unnamed) prays an inspiring prayer. He references a life-long friendship with God which began even before he was born. See v. 5 and 6. Now, as a senior adult, he prays for God’s help as he continues to serve. He desires to give his testimony to a new generation. He doesn’t fear that young ears will dismiss him as irrelevant and old fashioned. He is confident that what God taught him will be a powerful blessing to his young friends and is determined and grateful to give his testimony.
Some months before retirement, I began to call this chapter “3 T” (the third third of life). For those who live to be ninety, these thirty years are a significant part of the story. True, even for those who don’t live to be ninety! If every season of life belongs equally to God, then I must be diligent in my search for Him and His will. Even in 3T.
“Grow old with me! The best is yet to be, the last of life for which the first was made” (Robert Browning). I wonder how completely I have embraced Browning’s insight. Do I believe, “the BEST is YET to be?” Eternity, yes! But this life, these years just ahead of me? Do you, dear friend?
“We are not yet what we shall be, but we are growing toward it, the process is not yet finished, but it is going on, this is not the end, but it is the road. All does not yet gleam in glory, but all is being purified” (Martin Luther).